+Aiyana, 22 years old and bisexual; I am a storm. Born from the sea, I rise.

(I mostly write #fic* but sometimes I dabble in photoshop. I should probably stop.)

commanderlexasquad:

ohmyheda:

commanderlexasquad:

ohmyheda:

ohmyheda:

orphanmaker:

[stares directly into the void] [becomes one with it]

I’M NOT DONE TALKING ABOUT THIS

#her little sister who was like 3 when lexa became commander#so lexa didn’t even know her#and tris knew that her sister was heda and she would see her ride by on her horse#surrounded by warriors#and she just wanted to run to her#but she couldn’t :( :(

and what if anya didn’t tell lexa that she took lexa’s sister as her second because the commander isn’t supposed to have contact with their family bUT AS ANYA’S SECOND like nobody knew who this random little girl is so anya would take tris with her whenever she went to speak with lexa so that tris could at least be near her sister sometimes

i am going to make this into a conversation with myself deal with it

and like tris was TOLD that lexa doesn’t belong to their family anymore, that she’s heda and she has no family, she only belongs to her people. so tris UNDERSTANDS that but at the same time?? she doesn’t???? because she remembers lexa from before and part of her is like “no that’s MY sister” and it’s just not fair at all :( :( :( :( :( :(

UGH IT’S LIKE THE HYPER TRAGIC VERSION OF KATNISS AND PRIM

What if that’s one of the reasons why Anya was so determined to have Clarke save Tris’ life? 

EXACTLY HUALGHJGBLJJBHHBLG

and then there are two equally tragic scenarios that follow: either anya tells lexa “hey that girl that was my second? that was your little sister. and she’s dead.” OR ANYA NEVER TOLD HER AND LEXA DOESN’T EVEN KNOW THAT HER SISTER IS DEAD.

And now Lexa may never know, because Anya is dead!!!!!!